As you know, I’ve been going through many emotions, while processing and accepting this new assignment which has been given to me. I greatly appreciate you keeping me in your thoughts and prayers as I learn to listen for His voice and trust all which He has planned. Yesterday, the waves of emotions came flooding …
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Today
The present moment Is all we’ve got A chance A choice To live To love Today This very moment As I sit here writing I’m not exactly sure Of what to say I- I know how I feel Sadness Loss No regrets Final moments spent With My mother-in-law This week Today- Her funeral Many wept …
Soon You Will Be Gone
The hour is near It won’t be long You are here Soon after You will be gone No longer Will I be able to touch No longer Will I be able to hear your voice No longer Will life be the same Adjust Accept Mourn Preparing for The coming days Only God knows The hour …
Hey There, I’m Still Here!
Well, hello there! I know it’s been a while since you last heard from or seen me. Can you see me now? I thought this was the perfect image to use, especially since I haven’t written much in quite a while. I am still here. I haven’t forgotten about you. Sometimes, we get so busy, …
Words of Wisdom
Mom Take it easy Don’t worry About the cleaning Grocery shopping Can wait You’re tired Worn out Just rest Watch a movie Take a nap A bubble bath May help Tomorrow awaits A new day Will come A reminder Of just how much We love you We care about you You don’t have to do …
Silver and Gold
Throughout this last week, I’ve been filled with different thoughts, feelings, and emotions, doing my best to trust in the decisions which made have been in the best interest for the long term. The struggle is real when you want the freedom, instant gratification of satisfying the needs of the flesh with temporary relief and …
Waking Up From Sadness
I’ve allowed myself to wallow in my own self-pity, feeling sorry for myself, experiencing deep sadness. I wanted so much for God to remove the darkness I was feeling and replace it with light. Then, I remembered I, too, have a job to do. An important responsibility. Get a grip on, get control of my …
Be a Reflection in a World You Wish to See
Had I known back then what I do know now, I wonder how different our lives would be? What if I had a close and personal relationship with God, put Him at front and center, the focus of my life and everything? Would that of made me a better mother? Maybe a better wife? Nobody …
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50 is Fabulous!
New identity, new sense of self. These are the words brought to the forefront of my mind as I drove to work this morning. I repeated the words several times in hopes I wouldn’t forget by the time I parked the car in the parking lot and turned the car off. Before those words were …
Final Wishes
What is it you want on your final days? How will you enter Eternal Rest? Do your loved ones know what you want or prefer? You know, it’s crossed my mind, but I had never given this much thought. My spouse had brought up this topic. The conversation was more about those who we leave …
Same…but-Different
Your eyes The same Your soul Within you In time Has changed Softened Deepened Filled with Unconditional love Human compassion Empathy Showing through Kindness Caring Deeper understanding Caring for Tending to Loved ones Their minds Inner workings Physical body Movement Not the same Life As we know For them Not the same As for you …
Wedding Day… (a Haiku)
Family and friendsCelebration gathering Joy, love, happiness
Cherish the Moments
(Pictured above is my uncle and I from the summer of 2016. This was the last time I saw him. I thought it was so funny to sit on his lap, pretending to be a kid again from days gone by. This picture makes my soul happy, helping me to smile and remember the good …
Embracing Tender Moments in Life
A new role A new purpose A new passion A new face Tender child Tender moment Tender heart Tender place Cuddling Snuggling Asleep My shoulder Your head Rests Upon mine Facial expressions Sweet sleep Slumber Dreams Smiles You and me Grandma I am Granddaughter You are Cherish These moment Forever I will
How Sweet Life Is
The sun Will rise The sun Will set There’s so much In Between A day of laughter Time Spent With Friends Coming home to family How sweet Can Life be Sharing stories learning more Memories in making For I have Been told A glance, a smile A hug a kiss Embrace Just right Take my …
Who Am I This Day?
What is you? What is me? Genetics DNA Nature vs. Nurture One can debate Predisposition Annotate Who am I? Who are you? Family Lineage So many traits
Good Things in Life
So much To give thanks for So much To give praise Family Friends Food Shelter Good health Healing His word His voice Oh My soul So appealing
Some Will…
Giving Thanks
Holidays A time Of Celebration Family Friends Food Gathering Happily Holidays For some A time Of Mourning Loss Loved ones Departed from This earth Guardian angels Gather ‘round The Kitchen table They Are with us Invisible Unseen Felt Known Presence Being Their presence Welcoming Wounds So fresh Emotions Foreseen Remembrance Healing In time Move past …
Stand Guard
The Feelings You Get Inside
Nobody Can describe The loss One Feels inside To lose A loved one To lose A best friend To lose Yourself And have Unrest Loneliness Isolation Social awkwardness Who are you? Who am I? Without that someone special Standing Side by side Redefine Rediscover A new sense Of self Acceptance Takes time Mourning Grieving Alone …
Amazing What an Ounce of Kindness and Love Can Do!
Have you ever offered up even the slightest bit of kindness without the expectation of receiving anything in return? If so, did you notice a difference in your heart and how it made you feel? I know in my heart, my mind and my spirt, everything softens filling every cell in my body with peace …
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Life’s Not Always What We Think
What perception do people have of you? Do some think you are living the good life? What might make some people think that? Stories can be told through pictures on social media, but do you really know what a person is thinking or going through just because of that? You may be surprised! Every day …
God’s Provision
If it’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s the importance of setting your heart and mind on the right things, those which are good, pleasing to God and help others. God knows. He sees. He provides. My family and I have put in the hard work, putting forth the time and effort to go out hunting …
What Do You Expect?
When the unexpected happens, make the most of what you are given. Treat the moment as a blessing and watch how your life changes. I have spent the last couple days at home, not by choice. You see, life throws us curveballs, things happen that are well beyond our control. I needed to trust in …
With Us At All Times
On 12.11.2020 I had a dream which felt like more than a dream, a visit from a loved one. My uncle David stopped by for a visit. His time here on earth was from October 18, 1924-February 25, 2007. I didn’t really understand all the details but I wrote down as many as I could …
So Much To Say
Written by and photo courtesy of: Julie Funk (August 16, 2021) I watched him walk away. A single tear rolled down the side of my cheek behind my big sunglasses. The soul-crushing sadness washed over me. He turned around one last time before entering the building and gave me a small, sad smile. My heart …
Lead Me Lord
Butterfly & Me
My girls and I We Went out to play Tennis One day Sunshine Clouds Wind Fresh air Freedom In the soul Midway through Having fun Chasing Stray balls Coming back To play Little Butterfly Interested Curious Circled around Pursued me As if I Could hear The butterfly speak Coming in For landing Hold still Wait …
Power to Choose
One might think spending time with salmon fishing with family sounds like a pretty amazing way to spend the day, right? What’s not to love? Lush green vegetation, wildflowers, mountains, water rippling, fresh air, nearly having the river to ourselves. I have been quite fortunate to call Alaska home for nearly 26 years now and …
Wake Up to Life
My heart felt heavy, uncertain of whether or not to keep these words to myself or share. Differences in lifestyles, trying to understand, appreciate and accept people for who they are and simply be at peace knowing God is with me and through Him all things are possible. It is Him who gives me strength …
Hometown Vacationing
God Provides
As many of you may already know and believe, God is a provider. He gives us exactly what we need at precisely the right moment. On a rainy Saturday, morning of May 15th we had our neighborhood garage sale. I wasn’t for certain if the official start time was 8:00 or 8:30 and decided to …
Stay Close to Those You Love
How Sweet Love Is!
In Remembrance of Cousin Brenda…
On the morning of May 6, 2021, I received a message of your passing. The time was 12:50, the moment when God called you home. There was a three, hour difference between your time zone and mine. My mom, sent me a text, gave me a heads up about your condition and asked me to …
Be Brave
Your story Is Important To The world Your story Is Important To Me Take time Tell me Things You want Things You need To Talk about To share To Get off Your chest To Get off Your mind Your story A message It has Your story Will be Revealed …
The Story in Our DNA
Nature Nurture Such A debate What Is there To Contemplate The way One’s raised Or Simply Physiology In The DNA What are The factors Who Keeps score God He knows He made You He made Us Authentically Take time To notice Take time To appreciate For We each …
Time Changes Us
22 years ago A different Person I was Our relationship Not So Strong Distanced Disconnected Not The Father-Daughter Bond Often times Dreamed of Headstrong Determined Strong-willed Wanting To be heard Wanting To be seen Not knowing Not understanding Behaviors Words Actions Reflections Of you Not me How not To Take things Personally Mentally Spiritually Psychologically …
Inheritance
On March 6, 2021, I had a flashback to my younger days. The word “inheritance” came to mind. I’m not sure what really sparked this, maybe thinking about my dad and the upcoming anniversary of his death on March 23rd. Coincidence? Maybe…Perhaps this is something God wants me to explore deeper and find the hidden …
Consumption
Feeling The urge? The need For a fix? Something To take The edge off? Something To help you Get by? What Is your go to? A chew? A smoke? A drink? Will that suffice? Not enough? Need more? Over the counter medicine? Prescription medication? Drugs? Alcohol? …
Tomorrows & Yesterdays
Breath of Life
Today is my birthday A day to celebrate For On this day I breathed On My own The first Of Many breaths In My 48 years Of life There were moments That Left me Breathless Took My breath Away Other times Out of breath Burning the candle At Both ends Gears shifted …
Let There Be Hope
The day Has come Arrived Is here 2021 Welcome in The New year Celebrate Know That I am here With you Within Beside Next to In front Behind Look around Look within Everywhere I am found Always near For I love you My dear …
With Thoughts of Me
Gifts Received Thought To be For Christmas time Kindness Gesture Thoughts Simply put Deep appreciation Love For what I do Just because Joy Happiness Glee Surprised Unexpected WOW Just for me Hope given Peace received His light Shines Though you A blessing Indeed Thank you To My “Sista in …
Delight in His Birth
Behold I am The Prince of Peace The King The one and only Begotten Son Born Of an immaculate conception The power within Me Is the power Is the spirit In us all
Come As You Are
He let me know… I was naked And He clothed me I was afraid And He sheltered me I became Brave A Warrior A woman of faith I gave my life To Christ Knowing All things are possible Through Him Born into this world A Light A Savior Our Redeemer We celebrate …
Reunited
Me (est. 1973) My Paternal Grandmother (11/30/1894-7/7/1992) My Paternal Great Grandmother (8/22/1862-5/2/1936) My Paternal Grandma appeared before me. She was very happy! Nearly glowing, one might say as she had so much joy and happiness about her! By the way she spoke, walked, her energy, simply everything about her let me know she was filled …
His Child
Defender
Color is…
Old Young Wrinkles Smooth Age Appearance Really Does not matter White Black Many shades Of brown In between Color Is beautiful Fabulous Life The lens we use How One chooses To “see” Different Unique Individual His masterpiece Sculpted by the sculptor Appreciate
Thankful
So much To Be thankful For A lot To confess Not perfect I am (ps. He already knows that) Light-hearted In spirit A mind Focused on Gratitude Eyes That see Good things Miracles Blessings In daily living Feeling His unconditional love Heartfelt compassion His mercy His grace Upon us This …
Followers
Followers I have many Blessed Am I For My loving Heavenly Father God He Speaks through Me He knows Exactly The right words His children Need To hear Heartfelt Love Compassion Brothers and sisters In Christ We are Believe Become As one Faith Our power To see The …
Last Night I Cried
Holy crap! You scared me! I didn’t know you were sitting there. Words spoken by my husband as he came upon me while I was seated underneath the window, in darkness, alone, by myself. I needed to get away. I needed to be alone and release my emotions. My family and I, we just finished …
Connections
Hearing The “C” Word
Below is the link to the article I had published on 9.29.2020 on the Live Breathe Alaska website. I have been very excited about sharing with everyone, so here it is! Not that the “C” word is something to get excited about, rather it’s about community, finding connections, common ground and understanding. “The conversation shifted …
His Light & Love Carries Me Through
On Thursday, August 13th, 2020 the school year officially began. Me, a teacher, new challenges, many changes, what a way to start. On August 14th, we had a full day of Zoom training. So much to learn, to know, process, take in (I knew I would grow). Overwhelmed, to say the least, was how I …
Uniquely Me
Blessed 2x With More to Come!
If you love adventure and the outdoors, take a moment to read another article I have written about places to hike and explore with your family in Alaska! On July 16, 2020 my second article was published on Live Breathe Alaska website, and posted on Facebook too. Below is the link for you to check …
He Will Lead You Home
Farming in My Heart
The Eyes Tell a Story
Who Is behind The mask Only Their eyes Can Be seen Is it A loved one A stranger A neighbor A friend Any Of the above Some days Me One thing’s For certain The eyes Tell A story Behold Something more A message A spark A twinkle …
‘Tis Faith Not Sight
He’s Got This, You See?
During this season in our lives, a pandemic as forever changed us. The way we see the world, our responses, our reactions, have changed. There is a lot of stress, worry, fear and anxiety clouding the thinking and judgements of many. The enemy just thrives on these times and messes with our minds, telling us …
Life’s Greatest Gift
Breathe
Positive Mindset
Day 3: Fishing on the Klutina River in Alaska Saturday morning, our last day for camping out and fishing, arrived in grand style. The sun was shining, blue skies and a few puffy white clouds went floating by. Forecast for the day was for sunshine and in the 70’s. I sure hope they are right! …
Faith Over Fear
Day 2 of 3: Fishing on the Klutina River in Alaska The time was 9:30 AM. We were on no timeline or schedule for the day. I rolled out of bed (literally), and got myself ready for the day. You know how it is when you don’t have any place to go or be at …
Evening Solitude
Day 1 of 3: Fishing on the Klutina River in Alaska Night one of our fishing adventure, started with a 3+ hour drive to get to where we were going. We camped out at a campground called, Squirrel Creek State Recreation Site, just 20 minutes away from where we planned on going fishing. Upon arrival, …
Morning Sunshine
Good morning Sunshine SuchA welcomedSightYouLight upThe worldThe EarthMother Nature TreesSo pleasingNo teasingPLEASE StayFor a while Don’t leave I need youInMy lifeSuch warmth DelightTo bathe InYour sunlightYour armsYour raysTheseSun shining Days
Little Things in Life
(The image above is that of my brother & I as kids with our paternal grandmother.) See Hear Acknowledge Notice Appreciate Little things One can do Breathe life Love Give hope To Another soul
A Father’s Day to Remember
(Above is a picture of my oldest daughter with my dad in 1996.) Like many of you, I am without my dad on Father’s Day. Circumstances may vary, however the loss of someone you love never fully heals over time. What does happen, is we learn, grow and come to understand ourselves in new ways. …
On The Fly
Once upon a time A woman And her family Decided To get out of town A break away A change of pace Two hours there Two hours back Fishing happened In between Pulled into The open Parking lot Across the trail That leads to Their favorite Fishing spot Arrived At the …
His Light Shines Through Me
The beauty In Writing IS When words Are Written Resonates Awakens The spirit Breathes life Into The soul Of those Who Take time To read Hear God’s voice Undertone Together as one
We’re All in This Together
While Out in My Backyard A Pile of wood Stood Placed Was stacked In between The Birch trees As I photographed Looked closer Inside Many of The logs I Did see Shapes Designs Growth formation Cutting lines A smiling face The other frowning Some old Some young Some dried Others Fresh cut …
Blessed Abundantly
Making time for, being present with the Lord, has been challenging in recent days. I acknowledge Him, I give Him thanks and praise, but our time together has been limited with distractions, difficulty focusing, hearing His voice and deep, unconditional love. As I exercised this morning, I thought about listening to a country music playlist, …
Brave Butterfly
Most often times, the best roads and paths in life are those that have been left unpaved, less traveled on. Paths, from which to choose offer up a sense of wonder, a choice, an adventure, now it’s up to you. My family and I went out on a hike today (a very last minute decision …
Gave it My All
My body This day Feels So exhausted Depleted Lay down Into Eternal rest Not really Not quite My body My mind My physiology My spirit My soul Consumed By meetings By deadlines Important things To get done DO! Accomplish Achieve Dot All my “i’s” Cross All my “t’s” …
Distance Learning…
https://www.donorschoose.org/project/filled-with-emotions/4900463/ (Above is the link to my Donor’s Choose distance learning project.) This may not be my usual blog write up, be we haven’t exactly been in ordinary times. As a teacher, going distance learning, has changed my way of thinking, knowing I needed to think outside the box. I am an advocate for my …
Taking Writing Outdoors
Today is the day! The perfect day for sitting outside, enjoying the sunshine and the warmth of the campfire. Finally, nearly all the snow has melted, just small amounts of snow in piles near the driveway and on the sidewalk. Alaska, such a beautiful place. Many sights to see and beautiful places to explore. I …
Happy Birthday Mukkove Johnson! (My Christian Women’s Life Coach, Family, Friend)
Today, this day, April 25, 2020, a very important person in my life deserves recognition and praise. On this day, someone special was born bringing life to our days. No ordinary person, this is. She is my Christian Women’s Life Coach, she is my cousin, family on the paternal side. As a child, never would …
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A Resurrection Reflection…
I know this thought may seem far-fetched, maybe even crazy, but I am going to share this with you anyway. Today is Easter. Our Lord, Jesus Christ, His Resurrection. My mind was still. My heart at peace. I started writing down a list of things to work on in my coming days. Starting with the …
A Part of My Story You Are
Each of us A word A phrase A chapter A page A story That Is written Inside A book A body A soul Within Time Will tell What Will be Written About you About me About us This life This world Only He Knows The time The place …
My Father & I
Does anybody know what today is? Yes! You are correct! Palm Sunday it is Another event happened this day The year was 1933. A baby boy was born Who one day Became a man This man No stranger to me Although Growing up A foreigner He did seem I didn’t speak His …
Rest Now in Me
The sound of laughter Oh How it fills The heart with joy The sound Quite pleasing Heartwarming At peace Such love Pure love Unconditional Sound and true His love Has manifested Into Our lives Our souls The mood Lighthearted Softened The undertone God Has spoken He Has heard An outpouring …
Heal the Heart, Comfort the Soul, Find Peace in Him in the Alaskan Outdoors
Eklutna Lake trailhead, come explore the great outdoors! A sneak peak of the beauty that lies beyond the trees. Walking along the lake, we have incredible views of the snow covered mountains and blue skies for miles beyond that which the eyes can see. Follow the trails in the snow and there are hikers with …
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Life Happens…
Last night, I felt so exhausted. The events of my day just led me to fatigue. As much as I wanted to write, I just couldn’t and waited until this morning. There are days, when I am reminded of exactly the reasons why I love doing what I do, being a Preschool Special Education Teacher. …
Take Time to Get to Know Me: Working With Children With Special Needs
Once upon a time, there was a first-year teacher. She was nervous, she was happy, she was eager, she was confused…many things all bottled up inside not knowing what to expect. Feeling overwhelmed, she questioned herself and her abilities in teaching children with special needs. That first-year teacher is me. At one time, I didn’t …
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Your Soul Knows the Way…Follow
A journey starts with just one step. Begin by first deciding which foot to place in front of the other and then alternate. Keep going, you’ve got this. You are making progress. Me, yes…I, just took one big step, rather this first big step was more like a leap of faith. I know the importance …
Goldilocks & The 3 Prayers
This is a true story about an event in my life (except I changed my name to Goldilocks to tell the story). My original version was written 8/17/2017, then edited on 1/2/2020. My journey has become more spiritual over the years. By reaching out, learning to quiet myself and hear His voice, speak with Him …
My Sister & I
THIS IS MY SIS! I know WHAT You are THINKING You say One IS tan The other IS white Different bloodlines Not blood Nor biological FAMILY In Christ WE ARE ONE For It is HIS BLOOD WE DO SHARE IF You look CLOSELY enough Then YOU might Just see …
God Unites, Makes Dreams Come True
Blood His blood Unites us You see Our heritage Our genetics We’re all Family You Are from The islands I I am from The Midwest Cultures united In Alaska Of All places We talk We write Engage In conversation Laughter Smiles Tears Our pride Vulnerability Subsides Meaningful …
The Joy In My Heart Is Overflowing
Today, I had the time, I had the opportunity to stay home and enjoy the day doing what I like. Guess what brought me such joy this day…Any thoughts? Well, today is December 1st, and we had a fresh snowfall. The mood was right and so were my spirits, so I dove right in and …
I Have Called Upon You & You Have Answered Me
November 27th, 2019, the day before Thanksgiving, my heart overflowing, filled with so much joy. Something so incredible, absolutely beautiful happened! The day before receiving this wonderful news, I had written words in a journal to a friend. BE READY TO RECEIVE GOD’S GRACE (These are the words I first received from Him on the …
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Empathy, A Movie & Me
After spending up until noon at work, and then the other part of my day at a conference, my family and I went to see the movie, “The Lion King” at a local theatre this evening. An opportunity for us all to get out and do something together, enjoying a meal and a movie, laughter …
Messes Are Nothing in Comparison to His Love
Last week, I felt as if my life was such a mess. Old memories, days of my past, revisited, resurfaced, brought back old energy. So much hurt, pain, sadness and confusion, all flowed out in the form of tears. Tears, many tears. God, how many are there? Will these ever stop. Tears, they did flow …
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Simple Acts of Kindness
This morning, I did a few odds and ends things around the house. Next, I enjoyed my oatmeal with berries (with a few nuts thrown in) for breakfast, with my watered coffee on the side. Watered down coffee? Huh? Let’s just say I had some leftover in my mug from yesterday that I didn’t want …
Life Is a Highway…
My day started out just like any other day. God, He woke me up and encouraged me to do and be my best self. I crawled out of bed, got myself dressed, brushed my teeth and ate some healthy breakfast. Old fashioned oatmeal has ben the breakfast of champions for me for quite some time …
Priorities in Life
There was something that kept pressing on my heart and mind throughout this day. The course of my actions caused me to feel a disturbance within my soul. Prioritize, I did, with the wrong things, this day. As I went into work, I had my mind all focused and set on getting ahead on lesson …
Getting Over You
How does one get over an old memory? Retrain one’s mind? Replace it with something new? Letting go Is not new concept Just something many of us Learn to go through Waiting for the impossible Would someone consider that to be Something of faith and trust? OR Would one consider this …
The Little Things In Life…
Have you ever stopped to think, about all the little things other people do for you? Have you ever stopped to think about all the little things you have done for someone else? What about the little things you do for yourself? Hmmm…(no, you’re not being selfish) Do you ever feel those simple things go …
ABC’s in Life
Appreciate all that you are, everything that makes you unique. Your curves, your flaws, wrinkles, gray hair, baggy skin and your battle scars for without those, you would not be the you, you are today. Behold, for the beauty that is within you, and everyone you meet. Be quick not to judge, and be superficial …
Let’s Be Reel, I Mean Real
On the evening before an ocean fishing trip, my spirits were high, and I was ever so very excited to be going out on the ocean for a fishing trip. I am quite certain over 15 years have since passed since the last time I had the opportunity to go out fishing for halibut. Many …
No Lying! The Lion is Guarding Me
After I awoke at 5:45 AM, I went back to sleep. I had some dreams before waking again at 7:30 AM. A Lion (a male), beautiful, with a clean coat and mane. He walked around the rooftop of the house/building that I was in. I watched him through the front window. He walked/paced back and …
Message Received: Being a Servant to Hearing His Word
Some people don’t get it. Some people don’t understand. The gifts each of us have been given. What’s at stake. What’s at hand. God, He has given me a gift. A gift to be treasured eternally. To seek Him. To hear his voice. When I am happy. When I am sad. To sit and write. …
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Got an Itch to Share Your Story?
Got an Itch to Share Your Story? The beauty in blogging is that I have the freedom to write about me, about my life. Frills, thrills, story lines. Events that have happened and some I hope to come true. My life I give for the world to read. Sometimes, life is a cake walk, go …
Dipnetting: More than just fish and a big net
Dipnetting in Alaska, our final hurrah near the end of the permitted season this summer. With all of our gear in hand and tote, we tracked through the sandy and silty beaches. Wearing our overall waders, boots a size or two too big, layers of shirts and a raincoat…warm and waterproof. We walked down along …
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