Reality Check: God Shook Things Up So I Would Change

Sometimes, it takes change something quite intense, extreme, to grab our attention and help us to see the reality of the life we are living. He doesn’t shake things up because He is mad at us or trying to get even for some reason, Heaven’s no!

He wants us to better understand ourselves, our family, our friends, have a deeper relationship with Him. He Hears us, He knows our hearts. It is the pain caused by all the suffering which pushes us to look deep within. To seek, to search, to find the truth, the essence of who one is.

Deeper meaning, understanding, appreciation, and most of all loving Him. I have more respect for myself, my family, my friends and the people whom I work with in my chosen profession.

God, He knew just what I needed. A wake-up call. One that would open my heart, open my mind, and open my soul to a whole new world. A new reality.

If you have never experienced this transformation or awakening, whatever one wishes to call it, describing the experience is not always easy as it is something my body, my mind, passage of time, memories, many things one goes through. Everything is felt on such a personal level. Understanding, learning about letting go of the old version of self and accepting, welcoming that of the new.

There are some who will do their best to listen and understand. Then, there are those people who are strategically placed on my path in life. Those who guide me, who help me to understand, appreciate all that I have experienced and went through, going on, moving forward, the journey that lies ahead.

I don’t know what the plan is before me. At times, this causes feelings of anxiety. When I do, I think, I call out and pray for I trust He will help show me the way. He is my co-pilot, my captain. Together, we will travel to many beautiful places.

Published by juliearahm

Hello and welcome, I am so glad we have crossed paths! It’s no accident you are here! Thank you so much for taking the time to stop by, notice and read. As a wife, mother, grandmother, teacher (and so much more), I see the world through my lens. From the way I was raised, to every experience, moment, and circumstance in life, has shaped the way I think and see the world. For several years now, I have been walking more closely with God, getting to know Him, how He speaks to me and through me. He has given me the ability to write, a way to express how I am feeling and what I am going through. This has been a beautiful, crazy kind of journey where much healing is taking place. A time where I need to offer myself up some grace and appreciate the hard work, dedication, and commitment to creating a better version of myself. I am learning how to work through and release old trauma, healing, shedding old layers of myself, accepting and embracing my true and authentic self. Getting to know the new me has been quite foreign, especially when the old wants to cling to what is familiar, old habits and mindsets. Writing has been my saving grace (and photography is right up there too). An outlet, a way to release, a way to pause, reflect and see there is more than what my mind is leading me to believe. God’s word, His voice is there. When I keep Him first, above all things, I’ve realized things work out for my greater good, my higher purpose. I hope you enjoy and find words of wisdom you can relate to!

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