Changing the ending
To a life event
That
Keeps repeating
Ruminating
Broken record
Syndrome
In
My head
Not as bad
As
Days gone by
I
Have yet
To fully release
The visions
The memory
The story
In my mind
A brilliant idea
Came to mind
Just
The other day
A strategy
I tried it
Things
Are going
My way
The strategy
You see
Is
Simply this
Change
The ending
To be
Not so traumatic
Humor
Make the ending
Humorous
Laugh
Smile
Change
The chemistry
Change
The physiological
The automatic
Emotional
Responses
What is it
That
I changed
The ending too
The event
In my life
A
True friendship
(so I thought)
I once had
Lies
Deception
Many untruths
Lead to believe
How
Could one do this
(and there was more than just one)
In
My mind
I
Perceived them
As
A butler
Yes
You heard me correctly
A butler
I thought about
What
A person
With
That title
Would
Represent
This person
Now
Serving me
Good deeds
Good memories
Bringing me
The basics
The essentials
Things needed in life
To succeed
No need
For hurt
Or
Reason to hate
Another soul
Simply
Lifting up
In spirit
With
Kind thoughts
Prayers
That will suffice
Bring to me
All
That I need
Peace
Joy
Love
In my soul
For
All the days
Of
My life
Hello and welcome,
I am so glad we have crossed paths!
It’s no accident you are here!
Thank you so much for taking the time to stop by, notice and read.
As a wife, mother, grandmother, teacher (and so much more), I see the world through my lens. From the way I was raised, to every experience, moment, and circumstance in life, has shaped the way I think and see the world.
For several years now, I have been walking more closely with God, getting to know Him, how He speaks to me and through me. He has given me the ability to write, a way to express how I am feeling and what I am going through. This has been a beautiful, crazy kind of journey where much healing is taking place. A time where I need to offer myself up some grace and appreciate the hard work, dedication, and commitment to creating a better version of myself.
I am learning how to work through and release old trauma, healing, shedding old layers of myself, accepting and embracing my true and authentic self. Getting to know the new me has been quite foreign, especially when the old wants to cling to what is familiar, old habits and mindsets.
Writing has been my saving grace (and photography is right up there too). An outlet, a way to release, a way to pause, reflect and see there is more than what my mind is leading me to believe. God’s word, His voice is there. When I keep Him first, above all things, I’ve realized things work out for my greater good, my higher purpose.
I hope you enjoy and find words of wisdom you can relate to!
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Magnificent Meraki 