Much to Learn About Life

Life

The older I get 
The more 
It seems to make sense
And 
Then it doesn’t

My mind at peace
When
Being outdoors
Going for a hike
Gardening
Taking a shower
(to name a few things)

Ideas
Conversations
Wisdom
Rolls through my head
With grace
With fluency
Wisdom

How can that be?

Everything
Seems to make perfect sense

The bigger picture
Spiritual growth
The past
Maturing

Looking back
Where I came from
The person
I used to be

The vision
Has changed

New eyes
I do see

The hearts
Of many people

Many offenses
Trespasses
Pain
I endured

Suffered
Yes 
I did

A victim
Held captive
By the workings 
Of
My mind
Prisoner
To my past

Imprinted upon
By
Thoughts
Words
Actions
Things people said
Things they had done
My deepest
My most inner voice
It had become

Influenced by
So many things

Genetics
Generational trauma
Upbringing
Educational experiences
Adult life

Change
Transformation
Understanding of oneself
Confusion

Just when you think
You have 
Overcome
Advanced to the next level

A new layer
Of awareness
Of healing
Begins once again

Like an iceberg
There is so much more
Below the surface

Questions
Doubt
Second guessing
Ruminating about

Believing
What I’m thinking
Having
A gut feeling
Something good
Inside of me

Another voice
It speaks

Determined
To change my mind
Cause chaos
Confusions
About many things

I am getting there
Really 
I am

A process
Of knowing
Learning about

How one was raised

Mindset
Mentality
Beliefs

Some of us
We missed out
On
Pieces of our childhood
From birth-teenage years
Which poured into
Adulthood

I’ve learned
How true it is
When they say

You can’t give away
What you don’t have

Love
We all need
LOVE

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

I cannot express
The importance of this
Enough

To seen
To be heard
To be validated

Loved the way
YOU
Need to be loved

Love changes 
EVERYTHING

LOVE HEALS
LOVE RESTORES	

Old wounds and pain
Are released

Battle scars
They fade away

You are who you are
You are unique
You are authentic

God’s spirit is in you
There is hope
You will make it through

Published by juliearahm

Hello and welcome, I am so glad we have crossed paths! It’s no accident you are here! Thank you so much for taking the time to stop by, notice and read. As a wife, mother, grandmother, teacher (and so much more), I see the world through my lens. From the way I was raised, to every experience, moment, and circumstance in life, has shaped the way I think and see the world. For several years now, I have been walking more closely with God, getting to know Him, how He speaks to me and through me. He has given me the ability to write, a way to express how I am feeling and what I am going through. This has been a beautiful, crazy kind of journey where much healing is taking place. A time where I need to offer myself up some grace and appreciate the hard work, dedication, and commitment to creating a better version of myself. I am learning how to work through and release old trauma, healing, shedding old layers of myself, accepting and embracing my true and authentic self. Getting to know the new me has been quite foreign, especially when the old wants to cling to what is familiar, old habits and mindsets. Writing has been my saving grace (and photography is right up there too). An outlet, a way to release, a way to pause, reflect and see there is more than what my mind is leading me to believe. God’s word, His voice is there. When I keep Him first, above all things, I’ve realized things work out for my greater good, my higher purpose. I hope you enjoy and find words of wisdom you can relate to!

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