How clever!
How deceiving!
In my mind,
Almost believing!
Lies…more lies,
Then anyone can possibly be
Conceiving.
Regrets
Guilt
Shame
Condemnation
Spiraling
Nearly out of control
Thinking…
Wondering…
Is this me?
Or…
Is it the enemy?
Thoughts
Feelings
Emotions
Mindset
One
That was lacking love.
One
That was thinking,
Unkind things.
Out of balance.
Out of sync.
Sadness
Depression
Pain
Oh, so deep.
Forgiveness
Is necessary.
Forgiveness
Is essential.
Forgiveness
Breathes life.
Forgiveness
I need.
Forgive myself.
(I thought I had, but was shown otherwise.)
Amazing, isn’t it?
How convincing.
How twisted.
The enemy can be.
Taking me on,
At my lowest point.
How weak
How vulnerable
I was.
Creating darkness
Chaos
Confusion
Reliving painful moments.
Highlighting poor choices.
Being reminded of wrongdoings.
I refuse to relive,
What God has forgiven.
I know I am loved!
I know I am His beloved!
I am His precious child!
A failed attempt by Satan.
Thank you for your armor!
Thank you for your shield!
Thank you Jesus for your protection!
Thank you Jesus for walking through this with me!
Published by juliearahm
Hello and welcome,
I am so glad we have crossed paths!
It’s no accident you are here!
Thank you so much for taking the time to stop by, notice and read.
As a wife, mother, grandmother, teacher (and so much more), I see the world through my lens. From the way I was raised, to every experience, moment, and circumstance in life, has shaped the way I think and see the world.
For several years now, I have been walking more closely with God, getting to know Him, how He speaks to me and through me. He has given me the ability to write, a way to express how I am feeling and what I am going through. This has been a beautiful, crazy kind of journey where much healing is taking place. A time where I need to offer myself up some grace and appreciate the hard work, dedication, and commitment to creating a better version of myself.
I am learning how to work through and release old trauma, healing, shedding old layers of myself, accepting and embracing my true and authentic self. Getting to know the new me has been quite foreign, especially when the old wants to cling to what is familiar, old habits and mindsets.
Writing has been my saving grace (and photography is right up there too). An outlet, a way to release, a way to pause, reflect and see there is more than what my mind is leading me to believe. God’s word, His voice is there. When I keep Him first, above all things, I’ve realized things work out for my greater good, my higher purpose.
I hope you enjoy and find words of wisdom you can relate to!
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