I feel like
It
Takes so much effort
I feel like
It
Takes so much energy
I feel
So awkwardly at times
To love so much
So deeply inside
Well within
The walls
The cells
Of
My heart
My mind
My soul
Disconnect
Discomfort
At times
So it seems
Not really sure
What else to call
This feeling that comes and goes
Falling in
Falling out
Patterns repeat
Time and time again
Is it me?
Is it you?
Is it
My spiritual transformation
Coming to see my truth
Just a part
Of the healing process
Becoming
Someone different
Not seeing
Eye to eye
With God
I have
Become more closely connected
Have witnessed
Have felt
His Divine
His unconditional love
For me
No matter
Where I go
No matter
What I do
God
He loves me
I do
Love Him back
I do trust
For
All that I feel
All that I have experienced
Is bringing me closer
To
My ultimate self
My higher purpose in life
The mission
He has put me on
I know
I trust
I believe
In
The Holy Spirit
Working
Through me
My eyes
View
The world
With
A lens
Much more clear
Than
Ever before
My heart
Much more open
Receptive
Loving
Compassionate
Reaching out
To
Those who
Are
Near and far
God
I know
I have made
YOU
PROUD
Living life
Loving and serving you
Hello and welcome,
I am so glad we have crossed paths!
It’s no accident you are here!
Thank you so much for taking the time to stop by, notice and read.
As a wife, mother, grandmother, teacher (and so much more), I see the world through my lens. From the way I was raised, to every experience, moment, and circumstance in life, has shaped the way I think and see the world.
For several years now, I have been walking more closely with God, getting to know Him, how He speaks to me and through me. He has given me the ability to write, a way to express how I am feeling and what I am going through. This has been a beautiful, crazy kind of journey where much healing is taking place. A time where I need to offer myself up some grace and appreciate the hard work, dedication, and commitment to creating a better version of myself.
I am learning how to work through and release old trauma, healing, shedding old layers of myself, accepting and embracing my true and authentic self. Getting to know the new me has been quite foreign, especially when the old wants to cling to what is familiar, old habits and mindsets.
Writing has been my saving grace (and photography is right up there too). An outlet, a way to release, a way to pause, reflect and see there is more than what my mind is leading me to believe. God’s word, His voice is there. When I keep Him first, above all things, I’ve realized things work out for my greater good, my higher purpose.
I hope you enjoy and find words of wisdom you can relate to!
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Magnificent Meraki 