The times I’ve spent in conversation have largely been in my own head. I’ve spent little to no time writing it out or typing it into a document. Thinking, wondering about, contemplating, feeling, more feeling, looking for understanding in circumstances, trying to know and understand myself, trying not to get caught up in life and …
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Weathering out the Storms & Preparing for the Next Season
God has a way of bringing each of us through the storms and trials in life. This winter definitely hasn’t been a typical Alaskan winter. After the last 4 seasons of being much colder and with higher amounts of snow accumulation, this makes me feel like spring time has arrived and we are in early …
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It’s been a while…I know!
Hey there, I am still here! I’ve been thinking about writing, but yeah, that’s pretty much as far as I’ve gotten…thinking about it. I know the powerful impact writing has in my life and yet I’ve failed to do it for so long. Seems like there are many things I haven’t prioritized like I used …
On the Eve of My Last Day at My New School
Today marked the last day of teaching in my new school. Two years ago, the school I was at, closed and our preschool classrooms were relocated. Originally, I was overwhelmed at the news, having to pack up everything and move on. I didn’t know how long we would be here before we were told to …
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Love is in the Air
What does love, look like to you? Is it what a person says? How about their actions, the things they do? Is it the gifts they bring whether purchased or handmade? What is about them that says, “I LOVE YOU”? For me, it’s about the little things people do, the simple act of noticing, taking …
Receiving and Working Through Unexpected News
What do you do when you are faced with unexpected news? Do you avoid? Do you run away from and hide? Do you escape in hopes that it will go away and pretend it never existed? Are you in denial? Do you face fear head on? Do you open you heart and mind rather than …
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Joy Filled Day
So much to celebrateMany reasons to rejoiceLiving lifeFilled with gratitudePeace overflowingBlessingsHow they have comeAbundantlyBirthday wishesMessagesPotluckGiftsSingingHow grateful I amTo knowBe awareOfHow much I amLovedSeenAppreciatedWhat my lifeTruly means
Father-Daughter Moment
Not ready to goShe said her goodbyes Uncertain Hesitantly Like a childShe waitedShe resisted PleaseOh pleaseCan I stay longer Two more minutes I’m not ready to goShe waited She wanderedShe wonderedExperienced many thingsHer gaze fixed On the sunsetHer mindOn collecting TreasuresRocksShellsMore memoriesThe sightsThe soundsThe smellsRenewed her soulShe foundHer happy placeA place where she belongedA place …
My Sister & Me
Dear Sister, What a blessing it is To have shared In a moment Your presence Your energy Your smile Your hug God knows How to fill The voids The emptiness Of one’s heart God knows What a blessing Seeing you Means A gift This day Filled my heart With great joy God Has done great …
Ways to Say, “I Love You”
On September 4, 2023 Heaven gained an angel – My mother-in-law Went to be with Jesus – Emergency leave Gone to Minnesota For two weeks – During my absence Back home My home Alaska – My family My friends Were missing me Keeping us My family and I In thought In prayer – The good …
Food For the Soul
It is He who continues to amaze me! It is He who I give all glory, praise and gratitude! It is He who gave life to me, the world, such beauty for all to see! Let your soul be nourished by the crisp, cool air, the sounds of leaves falling and crunching below your feel …
Putting Life Into Perspective
My family and I went out for an evening walk as the rain let up for now. We’ve had a very rainy season this year for sure. Winter is also showing signs it won’t be long until our ground covering becomes white like the mountain tops too. Fall awakens all my senses, from the smell …
Humble Yourself Before the Lord
Autumn is my favorite time of year. As summer gives way to cooler temps, plants, trees and vegetation show us how they are preparing for the winter months and dormancy. Out in nature, I am in awe of the beautiful display God provides for us-free of charge. We need only be open and receptive to …
New Each Morning
Today is the eve upon which our preschool students arrive. I am at peace. I am accepting of what will be. I am ready to receive what the good Lord has planned for me. I am hopeful and excited about the opportunities this year will bring. I feel as if many things have been done …
God’s Peace Washes Over Me
What a wonderful day today has been, spending time with my teaching partner and my team, preparing the classroom for our preschool arrival next week. After such big emotions just a day ago, it’s amazing to see the wondrous miracles God has worked in my life today, from turmoil to peace. Prior to today, I …
Happy 4 Year Anniversary!
On July 23, 2019, I gave birth to my blog Magnificent Meraki! Thanks to a co-worker and friend who believed in and encouraged me weeks beforehand, I’ve had 4 years of writing, reflecting, healing and understanding, in addition to sharing some of my photography. Where did the time go, I think to myself. There are …
Encounters
My initial thought while reflecting on this past week, was to call it, “A blast from the past,” but that wouldn’t fully be accurate. You see, I was reunited with people from my past, but then I crossed paths with someone I didn’t know. The word, “encounters” seemingly popped into my mind, which was a …
The Other Side of Heaven
After reconnecting With former colleagues Those whom She hasn’t seen In many months Even years She thought about Tried to imagine The life after this Death Into life If She were to die Before those Whom she cared about How Would she communicate? How Would she speak? How Would she get their attention To know …
Waking Up From Sadness
I’ve allowed myself to wallow in my own self-pity, feeling sorry for myself, experiencing deep sadness. I wanted so much for God to remove the darkness I was feeling and replace it with light. Then, I remembered I, too, have a job to do. An important responsibility. Get a grip on, get control of my …
Snow Imagery
At first glance, I saw a reminder of God’s love, a heart, hanging on in the trees. I kept him with me on my walk. Upon my return, I downloaded pictures to my computer. It was then, my eyes refocused and saw something new. A beautiful owl, wings spread out, already in flight. I know …
1,000 + 7 More
Isn’t it lovely how WordPress celebrates us and our achievements? Even though I haven’t been writing and blogging as regularly as I originally intended to do, I am grateful for all the words that have flowed through me in 3.5 years. There are days when I’ve struggled, hoping the words would come. Other times, words …
The Things God Does to Get Our Attention
Sunday morning, I finally had the opportunity to lay around in bed until around 8ish or 9:00. There was no place we needed to be or things of urgency that needed to be done. Got up, dressed in sweatpants (the first time in a very long while), finished up some odds and ends projects, organized, …
50 is Fabulous!
New identity, new sense of self. These are the words brought to the forefront of my mind as I drove to work this morning. I repeated the words several times in hopes I wouldn’t forget by the time I parked the car in the parking lot and turned the car off. Before those words were …
A Song For You
The words to a song and the singer’s voice have come to the forefront of my mind over the last couple of weeks. The name of the song is: “What a Difference You’ve Made in My Life” by Ronnie Milsap. Something about the song resonated deep within my heart and soul, spoke to me in …
Miss Chievous
Since December 18th, I’ve been part of a secret plan to prepare something special for my middle daughter. Her and her cohort group graduated from nursing school in December. Throughout their journey together they’ve been very close, uplifting, encouraging, and looking out for one another. They made sure to make time with one another back …
Teaching Has Taught Me Many Things
A few nights ago I did some reflecting on my career of nearly 15 years as a preschool special education teacher. At the end of school year, I will be able to count on one hand the years I have left until retirement. Whoa! I need to pause for a moment to take that thought …
Realizing The Truth
I lost it Time So much of it Withered Wasted Away Bitter emotions Victim of circumstances Distorted memories Deception Lies Of those things Once believed To be true Broken record Skipping Then going on Repeat Time Precious time Oh, how I wish I could get back Try again Redo Be a better person Get out …
Day 1 @ My New School
8.8.2022 The moment arrived! The day I would get to see my new classroom at Aurora arrived! I wanted to take in every moment, savor, enjoy the moment. A fresh start. A new beginning. Letting go of the past. Letting go…Letting go…Letting go…and letting God in. Driving to my new school took 2x as long …
My New School!
The first day in August, one day closer to the start of the new school year. My colleagues and I, we had the opportunity to meet with administration and find out what our new location will be for teaching this year. I’m sure not every was ready, open, and receptive to facing and hearing the …
God’s Surprise
This evening I was very tired out after eating dinner and decided to lay down and rest my eyes on the sofa for a bit. Now, I wasn’t sure if I would be up for one of our regular walks around the neighborhood walks or not. I dozed off, fell asleep for about an hour. …
When You Weren’t Looking
When you weren’t looking Sometime stopped Took time to notice Showed how much they cared Day in Day out Friendship blossomed Love grew Like wildflowers in the fields Respect For one another Trust Tried and true Motivation Encouragement Appreciation Thank you for being you Small acts of kindness Simply put It’s the little things That …
Just Thought You Needed to Know
No matter where you go in life No matter what you do A friend You will have In me For sure That’s right A person Far from perfect Wounded Internal Battle scars The mind A battlefield Not everyone can see New layer of healing Restoration unfolds The spirit The essence Of who I am Thank …
Mother’s Day 2022
I couldn’t have asked for a more picture-perfect day! Blue skies, sunshine, more green grass and trees, the sound of robins chirping to one another. My heart, filled with great joy. Family, quality time together. Together we started our day by going on a hike close to home. Most of the snow had melted and …
Stay
As hard as this may be Not everyone Is meant to stay In our lives Forever Until our last breath Until our last days Embrace Enjoy The present moment Time Passes Ticks away One Second At A Time God He knows When A season Is over And It’s time To move on Make room For …
My Peace is Sufficient Enough
Dear God, Good morning, I thank you for this breath of life I thank you for awakening me I thank you for this glorious day I thank you for another opportunity With your grace With your mercy I have been blessed Abundantly Give thanks I do For Your works Within me Strengthened Shining through Your …
I Appreciate You!
As I met my students at the bus drop off, I anticipated another typical day. Saying good morning to our students as they got off the bus, as well their bus driver. Ready to walk to the school, I was stopped with what seemed to be a concerning look and tone of voice. I had …
God is With You Always
In recent weeks (perhaps for a couple months) I feel as if my writing and motivation have been lacking. Believe me, it’s not that I’ve lost my love for and passion for sitting down writing in my notebook or typing on my laptop. Rather, I would prefer looking at this from the perspective of my …
Cherish the Moments
(Pictured above is my uncle and I from the summer of 2016. This was the last time I saw him. I thought it was so funny to sit on his lap, pretending to be a kid again from days gone by. This picture makes my soul happy, helping me to smile and remember the good …
God’s Greatest Gifts
God has given us great treasures. Those who seek shall find. Gifts of the heart. Gifts of the spirit. Gifts, those given with such joy and love for each and everyone. Never do we ever fully know the impact our presence has on the lives of one another. When we become courageous, confident enough to …
Good Things in Life
So much To give thanks for So much To give praise Family Friends Food Shelter Good health Healing His word His voice Oh My soul So appealing
Goodnight Prayer
The Write Stuff
Don’t you just love it when God places peace in your heart? I know I do! I am much better equipped to hear His voice and follow Him when I am calm, in a present and peaceful state of mind. This evening (well actually throughout the day), God has been calling me to write letters …
Casting Out to Him
I don’t know about you, but I’ve been craving the need to listen more podcasts these days. My soul is hungry, deficient in something and searching for more. Something to take the edge of, to satisfy a need. I need God! I need His word! I need His truth! I need His presence in my …
Realization
She learned to let go Discovered a new freedom Peace in her soul Self-love without condition She lived life freely Enjoying the present moment Everyday life Gratitude filled her soul Life she learned Is what you make it She found fulfillment In the ordinary Saw beauty In everyone and everything Faith, hope, and love Became …
Angel in Disguise (in the skies :)
Sometimes I look up To The sky Sometimes The sky chooses To Look at me At all times I give All glory All thanks All praise For I know God He has blessed me In So many ways
Once Lost-Now Found
She lived her life A prisoner to the past Every day She showed up Looked at Herself In the mirror Who Was this person She Had become A foreigner Disguise Disgust Was she A woman Or Was she A little girl Someone Who she could trust What happened To her body What happened To her …
Amazing What an Ounce of Kindness and Love Can Do!
Have you ever offered up even the slightest bit of kindness without the expectation of receiving anything in return? If so, did you notice a difference in your heart and how it made you feel? I know in my heart, my mind and my spirt, everything softens filling every cell in my body with peace …
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His Love IS All Around Us
Another gorgeous day here in Alaska on 9.28.2021! Wow! Sun shine and blue skies to bring such comfort to my soul! Morning temps hovered in the low 20’s and got up to the low 40’s by the afternoon. How grateful I have for 3 consecutive days with blue skies and sunshine! Wow! Our God, He …
Seasonal Changes
As many of us know and experienced, these past couple years have been far from normal. We’ve changed our way of life and being, while adjusting to a new normal. Accepting this has not necessarily been easy, but this has been the reality of our lives. The weather has been no exception to this as …
Life’s Not Always What We Think
What perception do people have of you? Do some think you are living the good life? What might make some people think that? Stories can be told through pictures on social media, but do you really know what a person is thinking or going through just because of that? You may be surprised! Every day …
He Spoke to Me
Don’t you just love when you attend church and you feel God speaking to you? Really! Seriously! I know this is a place of worship, a place where His people gather together as a community to hear His word. His voice can be heard at any place, anytime, anywhere, this I know for certain! A …
Designed By God
The summer of 2015 provided my family and I with a new beginning in our lives. After living in a 2-bedroom condo for many years, we finally had a place of our own which was separate from neighbor’s homes, no longer being physically connected to ours. Built near the end of our cul-de-sac, I felt …
With God I Do Believe
God knows what’s best. Perhaps this is a test, finding out how strong I have become in my faith. Emotions in check. Deep love of Christ. A love, His love and peace I feel inside. He has given me the wisdom and the strength to rise up and find beauty in every circumstance, situation, experience …
Acceptance
In moments of despair and uncertainty I cried out to God. What is it Lord, I should do? My heart is hurting. Emotions, larger than life. A pit of pain running deep into the depths of my soul. Help me with acceptance! My circumstances, let me accept them for what they are. This life, I …
Truth or Dare?
Truth: Have you ever been faced with a decision knowing good from bad and made the wrong choice? Have you ever felt guilty, regretful, remorseful over poor decision making? Have you ever said negative things about yourself? Have you ever complained about the things going wrong in your life? Have you ever felt like a …
Power to Choose
One might think spending time with salmon fishing with family sounds like a pretty amazing way to spend the day, right? What’s not to love? Lush green vegetation, wildflowers, mountains, water rippling, fresh air, nearly having the river to ourselves. I have been quite fortunate to call Alaska home for nearly 26 years now and …
He Fills Me
I am a child Of The light I am a beacon Burning bright Filled with Courage Bravery Hope Much To His Delight I love I serve He unlocks Closed doors Opens windows Gentle breeze Carries me To places Never before Seen Worship Praise Gratitude
Simple Things
Golden glow Sunset Wrens singing Flowers blooming Clouds Lightning Thunderstorms Summer breeze Farm smell Deer munching In corn fields Family members Joyous laughing Playing cards Sharing meals Dish washing Day complete
The World As We See It
What a day What a view Outdoors Evening solitude World Becomes quiet Silenced Getting ready For Bedtime Rest Trusting In Him Giving thanks Offering prayer His guidance His protection Our Savior Greatest love Of all
Beautiful Friend of Mine
Every time I see the selfie of us together I am reminded of the God’s presence, His love in my life. He has perfect timing, gives us exactly what we need. What is meant to be will find a way. May 21st, 2021 marks the official last day of my 13thyear of being a preschool …
Growing in Us
God Is growing Something beautiful In me Maturing Ripening Revealing More Than I ever Believed The fruit Of Thy Spirit Love Joy Peace Patience Kindness Goodness Faithfulness Gentleness Self-Control Becoming More like Him Spending time with Getting to know Hearing His voice Trusting His word Sharing His messages With one With the world This day …
Reflections in Life
How many of us would be willing to sacrifice our time, pleasures in life, to love and serve other people, not asking for or expecting anything in return? No anger, no regrets, no guilt, what if’s, would have’s, could have’s, should have’s-a life lived fulfilling God’s purpose, carrying out his plan, every breath, every moment, …
I Get It!
Throughout My life Struggles Many Were had EVERYTHING (yes I mean everything) Didn’t Come easy Life lessons Learned The hard way God He has always Been A part of My life From childhood Current day Mid-life Never Have I ever Known Him Like I do Today An …
There is a Reason
This morning A Different feel The air No worry No fear No anxiousness No stress My dear Tired At peace Calm Sequence of events Woke up Dressed For exercising Perfect way To Start the day Routine My elliptical Machine My steps My distance Didn’t count Wasn’t Working Properly Hmmmm… Weird I thought Kept going ‘til …
You Rock!!
In case nobody has told you lately… You Rock!! You are AMAZING! You are BEAUTIFUL! You are CREATIVE! You are DESIRABLE! You are EXQUISITE! You are FABULOUS! You are GORGEOUS! You are HEAVENLY! You are INCREDIBLE! You are JOYOUS! You are KIND! You are LOVEABLE! You are MAGNIFICENT! You are NOTEWORTHY! You are OPTIMISTIC! You …
When the Conditions Are Right
You Have got to Make hay While The sun Is shining Rise up Before The dawn God Has blessed Us With A new day Stay busy Stay active Be productive In Your ways Spend time On Fruitful things Being productive Serving Him Pleasing Him Such joy He will Say Make …
Doubled Up!
On November 22, 2020, I reached a milestone (which I became quite proud of!) 200 Followers! Wow, I thought that was so neat! Here is the link if you would like to read that post: https://magnificentmeraki.home.blog/2020/11/22/thank-you-2/ My heart was so full! I was filled with such joy and appreciation! Something must be resonating within you. …
Happy Birthday My Sweet Friend!
My friend You know As well as I Where We started In 2008 To Where we are now 2021 My first 5 years of teaching There You were Me A recent Graduate You Years of experience Tried and true Wisdom Knowledge So much I Had yet to get …
Ready…
See the world Through My lens My eyes My perspective A vision Not all Can see Blind To the Naked eye Through faith My sight I do Perceive Believe Wisdom The good things He Has prepared For me With Hands raised Uplifted I I am ready …
ABC’s of Life
Attention my child Be brave Courageous Dreams come to life Every time you have Faith God is first in life Honor Him Invite Him in Joy you will feel Kindness in your heart Love yourself so you may also love others Make peace with your past and those who have hurt you Never give up …
In the Moment
Riches of the Heart
What a View!
The message above Appeared For the first time On January 13, 2021 New to me Never Saw this before Good news Yes Most certainly Did appear Below As you can see 149 views In Just one day How beautiful The moment I am grateful For Viewers Visitors Readers Like you
Breath of Life
Today is my birthday A day to celebrate For On this day I breathed On My own The first Of Many breaths In My 48 years Of life There were moments That Left me Breathless Took My breath Away Other times Out of breath Burning the candle At Both ends Gears shifted …
Thankful
So much To Be thankful For A lot To confess Not perfect I am (ps. He already knows that) Light-hearted In spirit A mind Focused on Gratitude Eyes That see Good things Miracles Blessings In daily living Feeling His unconditional love Heartfelt compassion His mercy His grace Upon us This …
Unfailing Love
Because Of you Many gifts I Have received Through darkness I walked Alone I Did Feel Afraid Fearful Uncertain I was Not knowing My fate Awaiting The outcome Believe My soul needed In something In someone In me I cried Loud Ever so Profound Heartfelt Sadness …
Bedtime Prayers
Lord, where do I start as it’s been so long since I’ve made quality time for you and myself? I know my body is changing, Heaven and Earth are shaking, waking me up inside. A part of me has fallen asleep. The changing of the seasons, shorter days, more darkness, less light and many cloudy …
Know…
God Is Revealed Through Tough Times
Find Freedom Take Flight
Rejoice!
Peaceful Prayer
His Light & Love Carries Me Through
On Thursday, August 13th, 2020 the school year officially began. Me, a teacher, new challenges, many changes, what a way to start. On August 14th, we had a full day of Zoom training. So much to learn, to know, process, take in (I knew I would grow). Overwhelmed, to say the least, was how I …
A Reminder to Trust & Believe
On 8.7.2020, I went into my classroom for the first time since March. We had just returned from spring break and the day was March 16th. There was no closure, saying goodbye, until next year or see ya later…only a mad rush! My teaching assistant and I only had 2 hours to pack up all …
Just a Phone Call Away
Hearing the sound of a friend’s voice is much more powerful than one can ever imagine. Yeah, it’s easy these days just to send a quick text message, click on: Like, Love or Care on Facebook, letting someone know you notice them, you care. There is something that changes the physiology within oneself, hearing their …
Sunrise
Breathe Life Into Your Soul
Handwritten Letters: Lost Art or In Style? You Decide…
In a small farming town called Gilman, Minnesota, a young girl took life by the horns and learned to embrace and appreciate the small things in life. Life on the farm was not an easy life, nor was there much time for socializing, evening or weekend fun. Her friends were few, but she found her …
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His Promise to Us
Rainbows Reminders of God’s Promise His love Over And Over Again He Provided me With Rainbow After Rainbow Within A 2-hour span Never before Having been Witness First time So many Kept appearing Wondering To myself With So many This Must be A sign Reminder …
Follow Him and You Will See
Life’s Greatest Gift
All Things Are Possible
I have Some news To share With you Magnificent Meraki Has reached 100 followers All in part I give thanks Such gratitude To you To feel something Connection Hope Inspiration Love Motivation Whatever your reason Your presence Your following Means the world to me! I appreciate you! I notice …
Breathe
Grow Where You Are Planted
My family and I, we went out for a morning walk around our neighborhood. Every part of me was very aware, present and at peace. Such an amazing feeling! A beautiful way to start the day. We were over half way around when I noticed something growing up through the cracks of the sidewalk. This …
With Love, God
As I sat out On The front porch To the south My eyes Did gaze Basked In the sun Glorious sunlight Rays Heat Penetrating My soul My attention Brought towards Clouds Up in the sky White Fluffy Light Free Up In the atmosphere Up Where angels sing A …
Evening Solitude
Day 1 of 3: Fishing on the Klutina River in Alaska Night one of our fishing adventure, started with a 3+ hour drive to get to where we were going. We camped out at a campground called, Squirrel Creek State Recreation Site, just 20 minutes away from where we planned on going fishing. Upon arrival, …
Morning Sunshine
Good morning Sunshine SuchA welcomedSightYouLight upThe worldThe EarthMother Nature TreesSo pleasingNo teasingPLEASE StayFor a while Don’t leave I need youInMy lifeSuch warmth DelightTo bathe InYour sunlightYour armsYour raysTheseSun shining Days
Little Things in Life
(The image above is that of my brother & I as kids with our paternal grandmother.) See Hear Acknowledge Notice Appreciate Little things One can do Breathe life Love Give hope To Another soul
On The Fly
Once upon a time A woman And her family Decided To get out of town A break away A change of pace Two hours there Two hours back Fishing happened In between Pulled into The open Parking lot Across the trail That leads to Their favorite Fishing spot Arrived At the …
The Cloud in Me
As I gazed Up Well beyond Into The depths Of The blue sky My mind Floated Like that Of Magnificent White clouds Above me Far greater Than The mountain tops As far as My eyes Could see Yearning For freedom Wanting To take flight Weightlessness Beauty …
He is My Rock
Gifted With life Spiritual renewal BECOMING One in Christ THROUGH Seasons in life TRUST In His ways Give life To your days Faith Confidence Believe Good things Are Headed your way
The Gift of Opportunity
Do you know how it feels to have life breathed into you? If not, let me tell you about a recent experience of mine. A while back, one of my daughter’s best friends, asked if I would be interested in writing articles about various hikes in Alaska, my family and I have been on recently. …
Chattering…
Monday, a cloudy, dreary, gray skies and raining kind of day. The sights, sounds and atmosphere was much different than other days. There are some things I noticed this drizzly, rainy day, that I hadn’t noticed so much in the past. When the air is dry, skies are clear, maybe a few passing clouds…okay. Birds …
Blessed Abundantly
Making time for, being present with the Lord, has been challenging in recent days. I acknowledge Him, I give Him thanks and praise, but our time together has been limited with distractions, difficulty focusing, hearing His voice and deep, unconditional love. As I exercised this morning, I thought about listening to a country music playlist, …
Brave Butterfly
Most often times, the best roads and paths in life are those that have been left unpaved, less traveled on. Paths, from which to choose offer up a sense of wonder, a choice, an adventure, now it’s up to you. My family and I went out on a hike today (a very last minute decision …
A Change of Heart
When I reach out To Help someone Something Inside of me Changes A purpose I know I have Helping others In time Of need My words My presence Bring comfort I Have found An art form Human compassion Love enduring Everlasting My heart My soul Much happiness It dances A …
What Do You Do With An Emotion?
Romans 8:28 (ESV) And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. Funny how music can bring out so much emotion. From the heart, the soul, my mind, into tears. Exercising on the elliptical to elicit the happy, feel good …
Grateful
I am grateful for Chaos I have learned about balance Prioritizing my day I am grateful for Fear Silence of the heart Inner peace has been found I am grateful for Pressure I have learned to rise up How to work and think fast Find inner …
Abundance: Seeing God’s Beauty in Alaska
The only part of the log that had so much color, captivated my heart with His love & beauty! Nature lends herself to beauty In The most magnificent ways I found the wing of an angel before me, resting, while sitting on the ground. Keep An open heart and mind His glory can be …
Taking Writing Outdoors
Today is the day! The perfect day for sitting outside, enjoying the sunshine and the warmth of the campfire. Finally, nearly all the snow has melted, just small amounts of snow in piles near the driveway and on the sidewalk. Alaska, such a beautiful place. Many sights to see and beautiful places to explore. I …
Ticket to Freedom
On Tuesday, January 7th, 2020, I purchased my ticket to freedom. After a heartfelt conversation with my potential Christian Women’s Life Coach, Mukkove and thoughtful reflections throughout the day, well into the evening, there was no doubt this is where God was leading me. This is exactly where he needed me to be. I listened …
Who I Am
Today I showed up I arrived I said to myself Without a doubt With a smile Dress up for the day Not my clothes My face My hair For the first time In months I added Some make up A little color A splash of pink Set on top Of my …
Hope is on the Horizon
There is hope On the horizon Not everyone Can see One Must learn To walk By faith Not By sight There are miracles Just beyond Where The earth and sky Do meet Waiting To be discovered Waiting To be revealed Waiting For the right moment We Must do our part We …
With the Right Mindset, You Can Turn Any Situation Around
This evening, my family and I went for a walk just around our neighborhood to some fresh air. Fresh snow had just fallen, and now starting to melt. For most of the day I had been feeling a bit more stressed, just off…God’s unconditional love and peace was what I needed more than anything else …
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Embrace the Storms of Life
Trust in God and fully embrace, for only He knows what the plans before us are. When I feel a bit of worry coming on, so does the panic, fear and anxiety. I quickly calm that feeling down by express to God what I am feeling. No doubt, we are experiencing things in our lifetime …
You Are Worthy… (No Matter How Big the Emotion You are Experiencing)
…After experiencing big emotions, such sadness, feelings of unworthiness, who am I anymore, He broke through, spoke to me and said, “You are worthy of receiving“ I was so grateful, overcome with such a deep and beautiful love for Him, an intense moment and emotion. To have such gratitude, for this He has given me. …
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Who is it You Have Called Me to Be?
God, who is it you have called upon me to be? I am here. I am listening. I hope to comprehend and understand your every word. You bring me not only words, but signs of hope and peace throughout my days. How is it that I have yet to release the stronghold and fully trust, …
You are Worthy of Receiving Good Things in Life: He Knows How Precious & Priceless You Are
When doubt settles in from events of our past, it’s easy to get caught up in the things we did wrong. From the way we made people feel, words that were said, actions that can never be taken back, letting go of such things can be difficult to do. In my own life, I have …
Be Kind
If you wanted to be anything in life, what would you be? Do you need some time to think about that? Don’t think too hard for the answer is much more obvious than you may realize or think. Be Kind! In a world filled with more broken people than we will ever come to know, …
Life Happens…
Last night, I felt so exhausted. The events of my day just led me to fatigue. As much as I wanted to write, I just couldn’t and waited until this morning. There are days, when I am reminded of exactly the reasons why I love doing what I do, being a Preschool Special Education Teacher. …
Thank You For Reminding Me of Why I Became a Teacher
Today, I was reminded, of the exact reasons why I do what I do for my job. I had been in communication with a parent of one of my students. At the moment, the parent is not able to be with or see their child due to a training out of state. God, He loves …
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The Gift of Friendship
There are times, moments in my life when I feel as if I am unworthy of being loved. Stuck in the darkness of my own world, my own mind, thinking others see darkness and are distancing themselves from me. This thinking is incredibly irrational! I know I am loved! I know I am a child …
One Soul, Many Selves
My old self WISHES You were still here My present self INSISTS Let it go It’s the past My future self THANKS ME In advance The old self The present self Accomplishing Achieving Overcoming Believing In A better self In Better days For doing ALL The hard work So I can be My …
Alaskan Beauty
Alaska Your beauty Reflecting On me PINK It is MY FAVORITE COLOR I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!!!! Shining down On the earth Shining down On Sleeping Lady You Have awakened her Brought life To her slumber Opened My eyes Brought such awareness Of the beauty that lies Within The darkness of winter Oh, God …
Your Soul Knows the Way…Follow
A journey starts with just one step. Begin by first deciding which foot to place in front of the other and then alternate. Keep going, you’ve got this. You are making progress. Me, yes…I, just took one big step, rather this first big step was more like a leap of faith. I know the importance …
We All Have A Mission…
Life Would be so different Had God not sent Certain people Into Each of our Own lives Never Would I have Come to know Come to understand Come to realize The mission God Has sent Me On In This life Many things God Has confirmed with me In our Conversations About …
My Work, My Days, My God, I Pray
This week, there are many things to reflect upon and be thankful for. First and foremost, the breath of life, each day that God has given me. I see His workings in my life, more throughout each day. Miracles are happening. His blessings are being poured down upon me (even though didn’t seem like a …
Life, Love, Connections
Where There is a breath We breathe When we breathe There is life In our body The cells Circulate Neurons Connections We all do need For our hearts To beat To know We are alive To see To feel To know With each heartbeat Now That is love Where …
The Joy In My Heart Is Overflowing
Today, I had the time, I had the opportunity to stay home and enjoy the day doing what I like. Guess what brought me such joy this day…Any thoughts? Well, today is December 1st, and we had a fresh snowfall. The mood was right and so were my spirits, so I dove right in and …
Thank You…
THANK YOU For never giving up on me When I felt like giving up on myself THANK YOU For standing beside me Hugging me Holding me Holding my hand Catching my tears THANK YOU For uplifting my spirits In your thought In your prayers THANK YOU For believing in me Building confidence …
I Have Called Upon You & You Have Answered Me
November 27th, 2019, the day before Thanksgiving, my heart overflowing, filled with so much joy. Something so incredible, absolutely beautiful happened! The day before receiving this wonderful news, I had written words in a journal to a friend. BE READY TO RECEIVE GOD’S GRACE (These are the words I first received from Him on the …
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Me & My Epiphany
From what I experienced earlier today, I do believe I have finally come to the realization of something very important about me and my life. People say kind things about me, who I am and what I do. Their actions have spoken quite loudly and I am learning to believe what they say is true. …
You Are So Generous
Today, something absolutely beautiful and unexpected happened! I received a gift, a gesture, such kindness from the heart. The gift so simple, yet showing such appreciation. That was so kind, so generous of you! Thank you so much! These were the words I had spoken to show my gratitude. To someone who probably doesn’t get …
The Healing Power of Touch
This evening, I spent some time sitting in church in the back row, on a pew. A friend suggested this place as a source of inspiration to write and hear God speak His words. Unfortunately, someone just outside the door, was speaking rather loud to someone on their phone. So much for silence and peace …
Finding the Silver Lining
The more you give the more you receive. Everything in life, seems to come to a full circle. Giving of oneself selflessly to another who is in need is one of the greatest acts of love. Love that is given so freely and unconditionally. Words that are spoken, words that are written down, gifts, small …
Short & Sweet
Tonight, my message I decided to keep it short and sweet. I wanted to capture a moment in time, Something, that I am very grateful for. A message, something very important to me. GOD PROVIDES!! He gives us what we need! A message, brought forth in a journal from a friend. Making connections and bringing …
A Letter to My Father
October 9, 2019 Dear Heavenly Father, I would like to take this moment to write and thank you for all of your love and support throughout my life, especially in these years of adulthood when many changes have been taking place in my life. Mid-life changes, now that’s a big one, as a woman, …
Is This All Part of My Transformation?
Everything seems to be flowing ever so freely. Spiritual energy has entered my body, my mind, my spirit, more than it has ever done before. Was it the releasing, letting go of, things that no longer serve me in my life? Is it the love, the outreach, in supporting others so compassionately? Is it my …
Isn’t He Amazing?
I know when I write, I dibble, I dabble, I talk about various things. A little bit about this, a little bit about that. Life, I am learning to take it as it comes. The feelings, the emotions, the memories. God, He is so amazing for He has led me on this path. Helping me …
You Will Make it Through
Life has a way of putting things into perspective. He helps me appreciate the good times through days when I feel down, upset, simply, just sad. To bring me to. To bring me through. To feel things again just once more. Let this be a reminder the past is in the past. No harm can …
Goodnight & Gratitude
God, I am thankful for you have provided me with encouraging words and messages of hope. I am grateful for the people whom you have placed on my path at exactly the right time. For the information you needed me to hear, places you needed me to see, emotions you needed me to feel, all …
A Prayer in a Letter
Last night, short before going to bed, I felt prompted to write a letter to God, thanking him for the many things he provided me with that day. The following is what I said to Him: Dear God, I am thankful you have provided me with encouraging words and messages of hope. From the people, …
Love Everlasting
The sun’s rays are beaming down with all its glory. A crisp chill fall feel is in the air. The mood, the feel, my soul, just right with the season. When I look upon you, God almighty, midday sun, I give thanks and praise for the beauty, the oneness you inscribed in me. How merciful …
Beautiful Awakening
With God’s grace, He did awake, my soul from its slumber. I made time for myself to sit down, eat some oatmeal with fruit and drink some chai tea with honey. My body has been run down, worn out. I really did want to go exercise this morning, but I was given the okay to …
One Day She Woke Up…
Have you been holding on to the past much too long? Have your memories gotten the best of you? Do you find it hard to let go? Do you know your own truth? Our past is our life experiences, our history one could say. This is how we come to be who we are today. …
Priorities in Life
There was something that kept pressing on my heart and mind throughout this day. The course of my actions caused me to feel a disturbance within my soul. Prioritize, I did, with the wrong things, this day. As I went into work, I had my mind all focused and set on getting ahead on lesson …
Evening Gratitude
Such a peaceful night. In my mind, my heart and my soul. Sitting here relaxing, wondering what to write. God, He usually has something He wants to tell me or say. Have I not heard from Him this evening, or is He just pausing and giving me a break? Allowing time for me to rest …
God, Swings, A Notepad & A Pen
Lord, what is it you ask of me to do? This is the first thing that came to mind upon sitting on a swing to write, to simply enjoy life. In my profession and in my personal life, is what I am asking questions and looking for answers to. I will continue to ask questions, …
Dear Universe,
9.15.2019 Dear Universe, I am writing to you today as I would any of my friends. I know I don’t usually ask my friends for very much, only to be true in their hearts and spirit and do as they say they will, uphold their integrity. No tall orders, just some things I would consider …
ABC’s in Life
Appreciate all that you are, everything that makes you unique. Your curves, your flaws, wrinkles, gray hair, baggy skin and your battle scars for without those, you would not be the you, you are today. Behold, for the beauty that is within you, and everyone you meet. Be quick not to judge, and be superficial …
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